Should i believe??

Should i believe?? it seems not works around... May be i too childish to believe so or..perhaps my problem to dealing with partner. 

"Understanding" are the words where i need to develop more/improve in term of relationship.

May be after i understanding this word that lead me to more confidence. 

Tired~~

I really tired~~~
Tired to face a same situation...
Face it many times with different try but yet still the same result~~~
But on the other hand, may be always facing same situation,
makes me already enough to face same situation in future. What i need is try to get the expected result i wanted.
Still remember the film "National Treasure" quote from Benjamin Franklin Gates:
"Thomas Edison tried and failed nearly 2,000 times to invent a light bulb. And when asked about it, he said "I didn't fail; I found out 2,000 ways how not to make a light bulb," but he only needed one way to make it work."

So now i still in progress to find the beast way to archieve my target....

上上签

已经有三个月多没有UPDATE我的部落格，也不知该如何写下来这三个月所发生的事。。
简单一句，有好有坏。
坏的是工作方面吧，最近我们的部门总是发生一些事情，总之，尽我所能去应付。还好有唐伯虎在，要不然。。。。。多谢唐伯虎。。。：）
除此之外，电话费既然高达200快。电话白痴就这样给人家开刀。拿了两白块，上网还是这么慢。。。大马的online speed REALLY SHIT!!!!
好的事是去金马伦和大学朋友重聚，重温当年的回忆。但是此行也让我名誉扫地，CINCAI竟然在面子书post我在金马伦的“特别”演出。哭笑不得。。。。
还有一个好的事情，发生在前两天，同事带我去高巖拜神。我也在那边求了一个签，哈哈，求到了一个上上签。还是生平以来第一次求到好签。希望我的愿望就如签上所描述一一应验。。。

Want Dinner Together??

阔别5个月，他 突然来跟我说“要一起吃晚餐吗”
这句话，对我感觉来说，像是一个刚认识的陌生朋友想要跟我做朋友。
明明认识对方，但对我来说却觉得陌生。
或许自己已经对他有隔墙吧。
五个月前，有些人说他过分，有些人说我敏感。
不懂谁对谁错，
但就因为某些事的矛盾而走向决裂。
这五个月来，看到他，却假装不认识。
遇到他，则兜一个大圈避开他。
家人朋友提到他的最近状况如何，
我却装不知，不懂。
也曾经找屋子搬避开他，
这个尴尬情形就维持5个月。
但，他突然的善意举动，我也答应一起吃。
但这不代表我就抹掉之前的误会，毕竟心里对他的隔墙还是很厚。
想回到八年前的友好友谊，看来需要很长的时间化解。
也有可能。。。
做成朋友，却没有以前这样熟悉。
未来怎样发展，交给上苍决定。


也呼吁有谁读到我这张日记，请珍惜对方，不管是朋友，家人，情人，亲人。

Reviewing Kampar~~

What a sunny day when i came back Kampar.
A lot of memory flush on my mind when enter to University.
When i saw swimming pool, remember the time i first time learn to swim.
When i saw Block H/I, the place where i attend my tutor and lecture.
Blog G, library and the final exam paper that i take in UTAR and also.......oh GOSH! Underground of Block G are flooded....What a stupid design by the architects....i really don't understand the way architects to build the Block G.
Next is Kampar food, laksa, soya bean and ngah poh kai fan, Ghany fried chicken~~ but all of them closed when i come. Kanasai~~~
So i have choose to eat pan mee, but..... not delicious as i expected last time. Because last time Aunty are pandai in cooking. Since her son took her business, not delicious as i expected.
At last, the small garden near westlake,  a place where couples like to dating... for me, just a place where suitable for jogging only...
hopefull may come to kampar next time, IF GOT CHANCE...

bye bye 2011

2011年进入尾声。。。
回头一望。。。我一路走来。。
每一步， 一个脚印， 让我学习成长许多，
也学习日后如何保护自己，
总之。。。
害人之心不可有，但防人之心不可无。。。
希望大家在新的一年里平平安安，平安是人生中最重要的财富。。。

误会

罗马不是一天造成的，
误会也不是一天就引起的，
沟通上的误解，思想上的误解， 等等～～～
误会真的是引起一些不必要的问题，
误会真的会让人与人之间的关系越来越疏离，
希望每个人多关心你身边的每一个人，多了解对方，这样误会就减少需多。。。